rants

There are somethings that you can share with the world, others, which you would like to hold it close to your chest. Obviously, its never permanent but the things that you hold close, tend to become barriers in developing and connect with other people or experiences in general. We tend to hold on to these things, which build a wall around our minds. This wall, over a period of time, becomes impenetrable which also leads you, as a person to cut the rest of the world off from your self, never wanting to experience anything new nor looking for anything. You end up becoming a shell of a person, something like a shadow of what you are supposed to be, just because you hold on to all those emotions, memories and experiences.

The simplest and often the most difficult thing to do is forgive the person and let go of the emotion. These are things which are never taught to you in school or college. Maybe there should be a course, Life 101, where everyone is given a basic understanding of the things we can expect and how to handle them. I guess, emotions are not a large part of most people, and to express them, in what ever way possible iss not really the done thing.I guess i'm in a very ranting mood, especially cause i had some expectations of reciprocation which were not fulfilled. Maybe i'm expecting a lot, or maybe, i'm not communicating my expecations, or may be, this is how life is supposed to be. A build up of emotions, which has to find a release . I dont know, i'm just rambling again. BUt i guess, its like talking to my self, no one will know and no one will care.